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\"Harrison<\/p>\n

Harrison Reed, PA-C, practices emergency medicine in Las Vegas, NV.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

I sat in the bulky padded chair and eyed the mechanical gadgetry around me.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat did you say this was for?\u201d I tried to not sound confrontational, but there must be some deformity of my vocal cords that makes it hard.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s called a CT scanner,\u201d the dental technician said. \u201cIt takes pictures so we can look at your mouth and throat.\u201d<\/p>\n

She had missed the meaning of my inquiry but it wasn\u2019t her fault. She didn\u2019t know how familiar I was with the test, how I had ordered dozens\u2014hundreds maybe\u2014already this year and used the results to guide someone else\u2019s fate. She didn\u2019t know that I was usually the one wearing the scrubs and I was in no hurry to point it out.<\/p>\n

No one wants to be that<\/em> guy.<\/p>\n

\"dental<\/a>\u201cRight, but what exactly are we looking for<\/em>?\u201d Annoyance started to creep into my voice. It was my first appointment with a new dentist and I\u2019m a terrible dental patient. Maybe it\u2019s all the work I had on my teeth as a kid or maybe it\u2019s those bright overhead lights and the stiff, mechanized chairs. Or maybe life is just easier for the examiner than the examined.<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, it\u2019s important to check your neck for any masses, anything that could be wrong with your airway,\u201d she said. \u201cJust to be safe.\u201d<\/p>\n

Right<\/em>, I thought. An asymptomatic, healthy 20-something needs a CT of the neck to be safe from\u2026 what exactly?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cHold still.\u201d The machinery began to hum and whirl.<\/p>\n

I wondered how many scans each year the small dental office needed to charge to afford its own CT scanner, but I didn\u2019t say that out loud. Besides, there was nothing sinister about this place. Humans, in general, just seem to have an obsession with looking<\/em>.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m guilty of that inquisitive trait, too. Isn\u2019t everyone who pursues science? But lately I\u2019ve shifted my focus past what we could<\/em> look for and started wondering if we should. <\/em><\/p>\n

Blasphemy, I know. After all, we deal in the currency of knowledge; get as much information as you can and figure out what to do with it later. But we\u2019ve already stumbled across the risks of looking.<\/p>\n

Shoe-fitting fluoroscopes\u2014gimmicky x-ray boxes that claimed to match shoppers with the perfect footwear\u2014were once popular in 1950s shoe stores.1<\/sup><\/p>\n

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a deactivated shoe-fitting fluoroscope used in the 1950s<\/p><\/div>\n

And just as the government finished pulling those hazardous contraptions from sales floors, medicine entered a new era: the Age of Radiography. The invention of the computed tomography (CT) scanner launched an obsession with looking inside the human body at all costs. Even if that price included, among other things, cancer.2<\/sup><\/p>\n

Of course, we have since weighed both sides of the ledger and, along with the improvement of alternate imaging techniques, now see the first signs of a decline in CT imaging.3<\/sup> Maybe that means medicine has begun to appreciate the dangers of looking.<\/p>\n

But what about the dangers of finding<\/em>?<\/p>\n

They weren\u2019t on my mind when the huddled form of my 89-year-old patient rolled into the emergency department. She had fallen at home and smacked her wrinkled forehead on the kitchen tile. Now she arrived with three generations in tow\u2014a living, breathing family tree that wanted to ensure its eldest member was OK.<\/p>\n

Their expectant faces asked a question with only one right answer: everything is normal.<\/p>\n

But today that wasn\u2019t true. Like any responsible clinician, I ordered a CT of her head to look for a bleed. I didn\u2019t find one. Instead, those x-rays shooting through her skull revealed something else: a tumor.<\/p>\n

The old lady left my care that afternoon as she was whisked off to the hospital ward for more tests. But I had spent enough time in the ICU to know what happens to a 90-year-old body subjected to the needles and blades and poisons of modern medicine. And I wondered if her fate would have been better if I had never looked inside her head that day.<\/p>\n

As that little bundle of blankets and age rolled away from my exam room and our eyes met for the last time, I knew what she was looking for: clarity, serenity, peace.<\/p>\n

I just wished medicine was better at finding it.<\/p>\n

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  1. Dyson, E. D. (4 August 1956). “Shoe Fitting X-Ray Fluoroscopes: Radiation Measurements and Hazards”<\/a> (PDF). British Medical Journal 2<\/em> 2 (4987): 269272<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n
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    1. Miglioretti DL, Johnson E, Williams A, et al. (2013) The Use of Computed Tomography in Pediatrics and the Associated Radiation Exposure and Estimated Cancer Risk. JAMA Pediatr. <\/em>167(8):700-707. doi:10.1001\/jamapediatrics.2013.311.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n
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      1. Levin, David C. et al. (2012). The Recent Downturn in Utilization of CT: The Start of a New Trend? Journal of the American College of Radiology<\/em>, Volume 9 , Issue 11 , 795 – 798<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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