{"id":3088,"date":"2020-12-31T12:17:09","date_gmt":"2020-12-31T17:17:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogs.nejm.org\/general-medicine\/?p=3088"},"modified":"2021-01-04T08:19:45","modified_gmt":"2021-01-04T13:19:45","slug":"what-time-is-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.nejm.org\/general-medicine\/index.php\/2020\/12\/what-time-is-it\/","title":{"rendered":"What Time Is It?"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_2965\" style=\"width: 135px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.nejm.org\/general-medicine\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/4\/2020\/08\/Sneha-Shah-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2965\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2965\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.nejm.org\/general-medicine\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/4\/2020\/08\/Sneha-Shah-1.jpg\" alt=\"Sneha Shah, MD\" width=\"125\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2965\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Dr. Shah is a Chief Resident in Internal Medicine at the University of Colorado.<\/p><\/div>\n<h4>How many minutes have you given yourself to read this post?<\/h4>\n<p>There was a time when none of us could tell time. Imagine not knowing what the ever-moving hands of a clock are trying to reveal. My memories skew, but in that era before I could tell time, all I remember is laughter, effervescence, and the occasional injury. (The first time I hit my \u201cfunny bone\u201d was quite the scare)!<\/p>\n<p>Now, we can\u2019t seem to escape it. No matter where we look: car dashboards, microwaves, and the multi-functional faces of Apple iWatches, which dare tell time once in a while. Such a fascination with constant timekeeping has robbed us of ever being fully present in the present. In fact, the \u201cpresent\u201d is such a gift that the verb and noun for it are identical.<\/p>\n<p>As a medical student, I couldn\u2019t wait to get started as a doctor. Then, it was time to <em>be<\/em> one \u2014 intern year. Lo and behold, inaugural moments of internship transformed into hurried hours and then into dismaying days. The hard work was setting in, and I found myself rushing toward the end of each day, wondering if I\u2019d made the right choice. The excitement and wonder of becoming a doctor that I felt as a medical student had passed as quickly as 80 hours did in a week. The more I looked at the clock, waiting for 5 o\u2019clock to come, the slower it seemed to arrive. Shockingly, in all this perceived slowness, the work became a blur \u2014 akin to the trees zooming by a fast-moving commuter train. Still, for this high school \u201cmathlete,\u201d a week of vacation never seemed as long as a week in the ICU.<\/p>\n<h4>Are you multi-tasking while reading this?<\/h4>\n<p>Even as I gained knowledge and fostered my clinical competency, whatever amount of wonder was left continued to fade. To stop myself from reaching whichever breaking point I was accelerating toward, I hit the breaks and started to search, or rather, re-search for what I knew I once had. Much like the stuttering second hand of a dying watch \u2014 was I burning out? With introspection, I realized the culprit was <em>efficiency.\u00a0<\/em>In an effort to achieve maximum efficiency, I was rushing and multitasking, both of which led to mistakes and ultimately created more work for me. All the while, the clocks around me kept ticking.<\/p>\n<p>With regular practice and gentle discipline, I became resigned the idea of never being done and focused on doing. Time spent with patients felt longer; yet, I was rarely running behind. Despite the scattered attention, a concept inseparable from our profession, I began seeing things clearly. To most of us, efficiency is moving faster &#8230; but what if moving slower and more deliberately is actually how we create efficiency?<\/p>\n<div style=\"width: 351px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/snappygoat.com\/b\/b7ca5ce4607aee081560aef3d6aefce95895a120\" alt=\"Practice Presence brain\" width=\"341\" height=\"265\" \/><p class=\"wp-caption-text\">Courtesy of pixy.org (CC0)<\/p><\/div>\n<p><strong>Giving time is giving respect.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>During my third year of residency, I sat across from each patient, task, and colleague without looking at the clock. During most of residency, I wore a broken watch, which I&#8217;d jokingly say was for \u201cfor fashion, not function.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We forged this ethereal phenomenon of time into shackles and bound ourselves forever to its mercy. I\u2019ve broken free, and I am a better doctor for it, I think.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/resident360.nejm.org\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-926\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.nejm.org\/general-medicine\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/4\/2017\/03\/genMedRes360Ad540x250.jpg\" alt=\"NEJM Resident 360\" width=\"540\" height=\"250\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>How many minutes have you given yourself to read this post? There was a time when none of us could tell time. Imagine not knowing what the ever-moving hands of a clock are trying to reveal. 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